Lonely, I'm so lonely....

Yay! I'm back online! I was able to get the internet set up at my parents place and now I can blog to my hearts content. :) It's a good thing because I really need something to keep me occupied for the next week or so. Liam is still warm and cozy in mommy's tummy and I'm okay with that. We are anxiously waiting his arrival however I am no longer "willing" him to come...he will come out when he is ready. I go to see my midwife tomorrow afternoon, I am pretty sure he is head down but I will be able to really confirm it tomorrow. (Sometimes a butt feels like a head to me and vice versa)

So for the newest news...Jeremiah flew in from Kansas early yesterday morning, he loaded up my van with the last of the things that were still here and with all our luggage. Next, he loaded my whole life in the van...our 4 beautiful children Ashlynne, Brinton, Elise, & Julianna. It was the last time I would see them all before I make the trip to Kansas in a couple weeks. My dad went along with Miah to help tend the kids and help Miah get settled in the house without me. The plan is for me to stay here with my mother until Liam is born and roughly 5 days or so after leave on an airplane to Kansas. It's gonna be a long week or so without my kids. Last night I woke up so many times to check on them only to remember that they weren't here. I heard some kids playing outside this afternoon and got sad because it wasn't my kids. The ice cream truck came around and I thought I would run out and buy a popsicle just to think of them. I miss my babies but I know they are in good hands with their daddy and their grandpa. I am a little sad because Ashlynne and Brinton start their new school on Tuesday and I won't be there to get them ready, make them lunch, and take pictures. (Which reminds me, I need to make sure Miah takes pictures) The last couple of days Julianna was so clingy with me that she even had to follow me to the bathroom! But Jeremiah said she has been so happy with him so I am hoping she will do well without me. Elise is so excited to be moving to Kansas and she is a daddy's girl so I'm not to worried about her. I am really gonna miss them and the next time I see them I'll be bringing along their new baby brother, I can't wait to see their faces. Anyhow, thats the news for now, hopefully my next post will be a birth announcement!! :)